The Reason

I originally began writing to cope with my loss of a child. At first I began writing in a notebook but the pages began filling too quickly. Then i came across this site a great friend of mine is on. It seemed perfect. So this is my outlit. When its 2:30 in the morning and everyone is sleeping but I am up weeping. I can sit and type as much as long and it's easier on my hands, lol.
It is the biggest loss of my life... both of my miscarriages. I won't be the same. I won't ever forget. And I won't just BOUNCE BACK... I WILL TALK ABOUT IT!!!!

So, I write ths blog because it gives me a place of freedom. It gives me a place to tell my story- because my story keeps going on- even though it is more than a year since my 1st miscarriage and almost a year since my second loss which was much farther along. I was supposed to give birth on April 16th 2009 to Ashlynn Marie Lecomte. But tragically that day came too soon. We lost her December 20th, 2008. But my story doesn't stop at the loss of our babies. In fact it was the beginning. I feel as if I am on a crusade. A crusade to get a dialogue started.